Monday, May 21, 2007

It's funny how things work. At one point in time, you are deliriously happy, surrounded by loved ones. You think everything has been set out for you. You have all these great plans and look forward in executing the plans. You are scared of the unkown but at the same time, you are excited too.

But one course of action can totally throw you off the track. You put trust in the people around you, the ones you love and care. You don't doubt actions, give unconditional faith and support and pray for the best. On your part, you are as honest as you can possibly be. When this trust is broken, I've always assumed the first reaction is extreme rage. But it's not. It's sadness and disappointment washing over you. It's disbelief and shattering of hopes. What happens when that trust is broken? Do you continue on? Do you give it all up? It's a confusion. Mind in disarray. How do you cope with something like this? Broken trust. And unsurety

Is crying an option? Do you be strong and move on? Do you provide the benefit of the doubt? But will it still be the same?

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