It's been a while since I blogged. Have been having a shitty 2 weeks for some reason or another. At work, personally, a lot of confusion and heartaches but I've gotten through that already. Not worth the stress. I don't think I'm making sense here but well, I'll dissect this further maybe later on when Im in a better frame of mind.

It's my birthday today. I turn 29. Usually I get really excited during my birthdays. But this year, I feel nothing. Maybe cos I'm getting older and these things don't really matter much. Or maybe I have been feeling shitty so I don't really care. Or maybe I'm just so busy with work that celebrating my birthday is the last thing on my mind. One of the things that saddens me most is that as we get older, friends whom you are close to go as well. I guess as we get older, priorities change. I used to remember meeting friends all the time, hanging out, but now it's different. It's so hard to get people to come out and meet. I mean, I'm guilty of that too but I do make a conscious effort to meet up my friends. But sometimes, I feel that I'm always the one doing the asking and it gets a bit tiring after a while.

I'm sorry if this is a really depressing post, especially on my birthday. I'm in school, have just finished conducting a workshop for my kids and it's pouring. Best. What are my plans for the rest of the week? I'm meeting Diana for late lunch today and then Wendy and Angela for dinner. But most of the week will be spent on courses, finishing up exam papers and preparing materials for my students during my absence next week when I leave for my trip to Australia for my convocation.

I'm really tired right now. Hopefully it gets better with the break that's coming up.