Wednesday, December 5, 2007

I miss my bf terribly. He's been gone for 2 months and time has passed by pretty fast. I make it a point to occupy myself with 101 things- Meet up friends, go out with family, gym, basically keep myself busy. It's been pretty ok so far. I talk to him everyday on the phone and on Skype sometimes but I still miss him. On most days, I'm ok. But there are some days when I miss him very badly and I start going into one of those moods. But I don't wail or cry or throw tantrums. I just keep to myself, and talk to him, or if it's too late at night, I'll just go to sleep. Yesterday was one of those days. I was shopping at Takashimaya on my own, and I felt a sudden sense of loneliness. I don't know why. Maybe I'm PMS-ing. Maybe cos it has been a while since I physically saw Dev. So I called him and started crying outside Kinokuniya. Urgh....He calmed me down and told me that we would see each other in 6 weeks time. He said we've gone through 8 weeks, what's 6 more weeks? I was fine after that. And went home, watched 'The Search for the Next Pussycat Doll' and ate 2 doughnuts. I felt way...better after that. The wonders of rubbish on tv and doughnuts. :)

But I miss my bf. A lot.

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